Rachel: April 30, 2014

April was icky. Too much drama! (the month, not my mom). I've given up on boys, for the time being. I am going to focus instead on my BFF Steph. And, of course, Myrtle the turtle.…

Rachel: April 29, 2014

Jacob broke up with ME! He said I was too "clingy". I don't even know what that means! That really hurts! I was very sad. Even cried, and I don't cry much at all. Mom showed me how to fix that. She told me that every time she broke up…

Rachel: April 28, 2014

Ok, so I'm not breaking up with Jacob after all. And I'm not in love with Brandon. Mom and I had a good talk. She says that love is something that builds. It's not instant. She explained that I may fall in love with Jacob once I get to know…

Rachel: April 27, 2014

I asked mom what love felt like, and she talked about a fluttering in your tummy, warmth, sweaty palms, gross stuff like that (sounds a whole lot like the flu to me!). What she described, though, I don't feel for Jacob. Not even a little. But I do for Brandon.…

Rachel: April 26, 2014

Me and Jacob had our first date! My mom prepared a very nice picnic, and left us alone most of the time. She was always in site, but never in my face. It was very nice. Jacob even brought me a flower. I think he picked it on his way…

Rachel: April 25, 2013

Well, mommy explained the whole boyfriend thing. She said, "You're not 'going out' unless you, well, go out. The whole idea is to spend more time together. Get to know each other. But you won't be 'going out' with anyone until you're at least 16." I cried, told her about…