Brandon: April 30, 2014

I feel alive again for the first time since Julie died. April was one hell of a rollercoaster, but it showed me who I really am, and made me feel whole again. I'm convinced that I have a real future with Beth. I'm never going to go back to the…

Rachel: April 30, 2014

April was icky. Too much drama! (the month, not my mom). I've given up on boys, for the time being. I am going to focus instead on my BFF Steph. And, of course, Myrtle the turtle.…

Brandon: April 29, 2014

I'm SO on top of the world. At the same time, I'm getting nervous. First, I said it. I.T. I told Beth I love her. Crazy, I know. But she smile, hugged me tight, and said, "I love you too!" We talked about how it seemed way too fast,…

Rachel: April 29, 2014

Jacob broke up with ME! He said I was too "clingy". I don't even know what that means! That really hurts! I was very sad. Even cried, and I don't cry much at all. Mom showed me how to fix that. She told me that every time she broke up…

Brandon: April 28, 2014

Ok, it's official. I'm in love. Beth is all I can think about. We're back to working at Rolling Meadows. It's different. It's more like visiting friends as a couple. Beth and I go everywhere together. It's hard to believe we've only known each other for a week. I'm pretty…

Rachel: April 28, 2014

Ok, so I'm not breaking up with Jacob after all. And I'm not in love with Brandon. Mom and I had a good talk. She says that love is something that builds. It's not instant. She explained that I may fall in love with Jacob once I get to know…