Brandon: April 30, 2014

I feel alive again for the first time since Julie died. April was one hell of a rollercoaster, but it showed me who I really am, and made me feel whole again. I'm convinced that I have a real future with Beth. I'm never going to go back to the…

Brandon: April 29, 2014

I'm SO on top of the world. At the same time, I'm getting nervous. First, I said it. I.T. I told Beth I love her. Crazy, I know. But she smile, hugged me tight, and said, "I love you too!" We talked about how it seemed way too fast,…

Brandon: April 28, 2014

Ok, it's official. I'm in love. Beth is all I can think about. We're back to working at Rolling Meadows. It's different. It's more like visiting friends as a couple. Beth and I go everywhere together. It's hard to believe we've only known each other for a week. I'm pretty…

Brandon: April 27 2014

I spent the day with Beth again. Just hanging out at the park, walking, and talking mostly. We ran into my parents at the park! I thought I was going to hurl. But Beth handled it so well, and was so polite. My mom of course was all, "Well well,…

Brandon: April 26, 2014

Holy shit, I'm happy! Beth and I had our "first date" today. We met for some ice cream and then took a walk through the park. We only expected to hang out together for an hour or so, but ended up spending the whole day together. About 7 hours. Yes,…

Brandon: April 25, 2014

Well, I almost handled Mildred's passing the same way I did Julie's. I showed up at Rolling Meadows the same way I have all week, and headed straight to her room, like I have all week, then saw the room empty and the sad hit me all over again. I…