I feel alive again for the first time since Julie died. April was one hell of a rollercoaster, but it showed me who I really am, and made me feel whole again. I'm convinced that I have a real future with Beth. I'm never going to go back to the life I used to know.
I'm not the same person I was a month ago. Not even close. I've grown and found me. Now it's time to go find Beth. We have a real date. Officially our 3rd real date. I can't believe that. It feels like we've known each other forever.
Third date. That's supposed to mean something right. ;-)